Sunday, January 11, 2009

*☀Roosevelt Elementary♡⇐


   What is first love? To me It was the tall and cute Eric P. When he smiled it was amazing, he had dimples and had the most beautiful smile. It started in Roosevelt elementary Fresno, we just moved from San Jose to Fresno.It was  a real big change for me to handle but It was all better because I found a neighbor ,friend, and a classmate. She lived in Apt #23 right next to mine.  Her name was Karla Guiterez, she was a sweet girl who nobody like to say anything to. As I went to my new elementary school I learned Karla was loved by everyone because of her sweetness. Well,on the other side I had my first crush eric. As I entered the doors of Mrs.Ruiz's(my teacher) classroom, I had all the 30 eyes staring at me. I was sweating but I felt better when I saw carla and sat next to her. In fifth grade she was my savior and my hero or my comfortable friend whose company I enjoyed. Then as I started to mix in with fresno, I started noticing Eric. It was to me that he was the cutest boy on earth, when he smiled I just die right there. He was tall, black hair,brown eyes with the perfect teeth like pearls. I would just admire him he even came in my dreams. I had never talked to eric except at that event. It was my apartments Laundry, when I found he lived in our apartments. I tried to be as perfect as I can when I saw him,looked at myself and then at him and compared. I felt I was nowhere at his level. While this happened I just dropped my laundry basket so he helped me pick it up and we met each other for the first. To some people this may sound a little unrealistic but I felt like I was in a move. In which the Hero meets the heroine and they fall in love with each other. 
           Suddenly I thought If eric even likes me and had a low self-esteem.I started hanging out with him as friends during lunch. Now this helped me know him better and I saw his lovable smile more often. We became partners in the country project and spend a lot more time. He came over my house and we would talk and do our project. Till this day I don't know that if he was interested in me or the project? He was a really caring and funny person,would make me laugh all the time. At that time everything seemed right but then Karla's confession came in. One day walking from school which was a block away, she confessed and asked me if I can introduce her to Eric. As I Heard the word "Eric" from her lips it gave a weird fear, which was she might like him. karla was a  girl who never mentioned a boy's name every and now she did, so it must have been serious. It was true Karla did like eric,the sky fall and I was crushed. It was the worst feeling ever I felt like my head was going to blow. Then I agreed to introduce her to eric. Then that night my made a decision and thought that I  have a way of finding if eric likes me or not. If he approaches Karla then he doesn't like me but if he don't he might just be interested. Karla and Eric became the best couple around school, holding hands and everyone gave credit to me that I was the one who got them together. It was the worst feeling in the world I just felt like the biggest unlucky girl. However, Eric was a lucky guy who got karla and so was she. I got my answer that eric wasn't really interested in me ? Or did he thought I wasn't?I wonder if they are still together? Did I made the right decision?Was it my first love?So may unanswered question will they ever be answered? 

2 comments:

Amy said...

I can relate to your pain. It is so difficult looking at your bestfriend with the one you love. You want to be happy because he likes her., even though you want him to like you.

Maybe, your a lucky one who got to learn this at a young age and not understand it. Unlike us unlucky ones, who understand love and must find a way to hide it.


Great story thoughhh! I loved it. I could truly relate to you(:

just try to put why yu liked him so muchh., then we can all see what made him so loveable(:

Jamie<3 said...

:) Navjot I finally found it lol!
It was so good this story was sad in a way though if the guy i liked liked my bestfriend I think my heart would drop to the floor :(
But navjot thats the best thing about you is your not one who breaks easily you always get back up and try for more and more <33 I love you eric's a loser for not liking a girl like you :) s